03
Sep
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No wonder I happen to like this song - sounds pretty much like what I'm like now.

Which leads me to this post, really. Those of you who are close to me, would probably know that I've been through a pretty big shock lately.

All I really want to do is take the opportunity to thank you guys for being a great support network for me, its something I really do appreciate, even if i'm a moody bastard and dont show it :) You guys mean the world to me. I know that this new road that I've started to travel down has maybe narrowed a little, and that I've had my eyes opened up to the various potholes life decides to throw into the mix. Sometimes things just happen that way, I guess. Regardless of what has happened, or what will happen, there's a small section of my life in which was, for a short time, how I'd always imagined it would end up to be.

Things will change, they always do. I have changed a little because of everything, and I consider it all to be good, and even maturing. I of all people dont have a clue to what lays ahead of me here, nor do I believe that I should.

The best I can really do is give it all time, and patience, although both seem to be in odd proportions - too much at one time, too little at another.
I'm okay - really.
But I'm both in love with, and mourning, the past. Beat that for a dichotomy.
Please feel free to kick me in the head if i'm being stupid, I probably need it.

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